Book Review: A Woman of Endurance Dahlma Llanos-Figueroa
Friday, July 8, 2022
Tuesday, July 5, 2022
Sarah Bernhardt is someone I have known of for a long time. I've always admired her ambition, her bravery, and above all, the way that she stood up for herself and others. Despite the fact that she had quite the reputation for a temper, it's obvious now that she was fighting constantly against the odds -- she was a Jewish woman in a profession that, at the time, was considered improper. I think that this novel captures her spirit, and gives her a fresh voice in a generation that is no longer familiar with her or her accomplishments.
Gortner's prose immediately caught me. It's vivid, rather lush, with a dry humor that suits Sarah perfectly. It's crushing to read the neglect and abuse she experiences at the hands of her mother, the relationship she craves with an absent father, and the many obstacles she's forced to overcome even as a young girl. Sarah is written with complexity, and it's the duality of her character that makes her come to life with such clarity. Gortner does an excellent job of making her likable without ever sacrificing her occasionally difficult personality.
I loved reading about Sarah's life behind-the-scenes, and I also longed to be there in the wings, watching her perform. Despite the fact that this is a book, Gortner makes you feel as if you are there, listening to her so-called "golden voice," watching her rend the hearts of her audience. It's moving to go through her life as she fights not only for her own future, but for the future of acting as we now know it.
I did expect there to be a portion that detailed her first and only marriage, and so I was a bit surprised that Gortner skipped over it. At first, I was a bit confused as to why, when he so fastidiously covers the rest of her life, but by the end, I actually found that it made sense. This, ultimately, is Sarah's story, and I liked that after seeing her struggle for so long, it is her eventual triumph that Gortner focuses on.
Highly recommended!
Monday, June 27, 2022
During the war, the famed private detective Kosuke Kindaichi finds himself befriending a young man from a strange, isolated island called Gokumon-to -- Hell's Gate. When this man, Chimata Kito, sadly dies on their repatriation ship, he makes Kosuke vow that he will go to Gokumon and protect the lives of his three young sisters. Although there are rumors of the island's strangeness, Kosuke is surprised by how insular the community is, relying primarily on Chimata's family for their livelihoods. Welcomed by the island's Buddhist priest, Ryonen, Kosuke quickly discovers that this mysterious place holds many secrets -- and no one is eager to let them go...
Thursday, June 23, 2022
Sylah has been raised as a weapon against the Empire since childhood. In the world that Sylah knows, the red-blooded -- called Embers -- rule with an iron fist, subjugating Dusters, with blue blood, and Ghostings, with clear, under the belief that they are superior to all others. Sylah's mission of rebellion and revolution has been thrown off-course, though, when she watched her family murdered before her eyes six years ago. Across the city, Anoor lives a life of luxury as the daughter of a high-ranking Ember, but not all is as it seems. When Sylah and Anoor have no choice but to join forces, they both start to realize that everything they think they know is not the whole truth, and with the help of Hassa, a whip-smart Ghosting spy, they are ready to strike down the old order and start the new.
You may recall that this was on my list of most anticipated for 2022. It sounded like a fresh spin on some old, tired fantasy tropes, and what excited me the most was that the entire cast is primarily Black (and brown as well) and on the LGBTQ spectrum. The first few pages were interesting, but I had a sinking feeling that, perhaps, this was not going to be the book for me. Sadly, this turned out to be the case, although the last 30% was actually rather brilliant.
The amount of information we're given just over the first handful of chapters is simply staggering, and unfortunately, not done in a way that feels cohesive or natural. The first character we're introduced to is Sylah. She's one of the Stolen, a group of Ember children who were taken by the Sandstorm, a revolutionary group of Dusters who are hoping to seize control of the empire. By background alone she's interesting, but added into the mix is the fact that she's a drug addict who has stumbled off her "chosen one" path after tragedy. By all rights, Sylah should've been a fantastic character, but strangely enough, I actually found her a little irritating at first. She comes off as selfish (and not in the way that makes a character interesting, but in the way that makes them aggravating), and in spite of the flaws she's given, some aspects of her are almost too perfect.
My misgivings started with Sylah's first chapters. Even though we're told time and time again that she is an Ember, and therefore has red blood, she competes in fighting matches while she's living in the Duster quarter. I was baffled -- what would happen if she bled? But don't worry, guys. Sylah is so amazing, so talented, that she never loses a match, and miraculously avoids ever bleeding, too. This irritated me. The entire concept of El-Arifi's world is hinged on the differences between blood. If it's so easy for Sylah to overcome these restrictions, then what's the point? This trend continues throughout the entirety of the novel, not only with Sylah, but also with Anoor. This left me feeling a bit confused, and also prevented me from fully immersing myself into the novel. These oversights seem, frankly, incredibly hard to overlook.
There are other things similar to this problem that plague this book. Sometimes, things are so convenient that the entire struggle to get to them seems totally irrelevant. I also must comment on the fact that this novel is pitched as sapphic enemies-to-lovers, and like some other readers, I was sorely disappointed by what the novel actually contained. For the majority of the book, Sylah is caught up in a romance with a man (I won't say who, though it is rather obvious as soon as he's introduced), and while this in and of itself is not a problem, the fact that this relationship is centered above the sapphic one basically for the first half of book is. It would've been more honest to describe this as a love triangle (which, for fairness' sake, I pretty much always dislike), and I think it would've helped my expectations here. The enemies-to-lovers aspect is also lacking. It's more like... rivals to lovers, if that. Sylah is a bit of a bully, weirdly enough, to this woman she supposedly loves so much, and not in the cute, ribbing type of way.
So, let's discuss Anoor's character. Everyone who encounters her pretty much makes a first comment on her weight, and I guess we're meant to be reminded of her loser status by the fact that she's fat. As someone who is plus-size/fat/whatever you want to call it, I couldn't help but roll my eyes at this exhausting, worn-out narrative. Anoor loses weight through training (kind of a long story), but it's okay, she still "keeps her curves." I'm not sure what the point of Anoor being fat/plus-size really was. Again, maybe to remind us that she's down-on-her-luck, and not as fit and cool as Sylah? The romance between the two of them is lackluster, and feels a bit shoehorned, especially in the latter half of the book. Somehow, they move both super slowly and incredibly quickly.
I have to wrap this review up or it'll be miles long, but I do want to reiterate what I said earlier, that the last bits of this novel are actually pretty good. It's ending bits that shot this up to three stars, and because I definitely think I'll be picking up the second book in this trilogy, but with the hopes that it'll have gone through some much needed growth. I actually grew to like Sylah at the end, and I will be interested to see where her journey takes her. At the end of the day, this book suffered mostly from being way, way too long, and slightly bloated.
Not sure I'd recommend it, but again, I will be picking up the next installment, so...
Sunday, June 19, 2022
Wednesday, June 8, 2022
When A Dowry of Blood came out, S.T. Gibson became quite the hot topic, and ever since then, I've been meaning to pick up one of her books. I decided to ease in with this rather short story based off Hans Christian Andersen's original fairytale. Gibson intrigues from the very first page, introducing us both to the brash, hotheaded Helvig and to her opposite, the cool, composed Gerda, immediately thrusting us into the middle of the story. Her beautiful prose, neither too overdone nor too dry, goes so perfectly with the relating of a fairytale that it seems almost too good to be true.
Our heroines are both interesting, girls who come from separate backgrounds but find a connection between them that sparks something they both try, at turns, to hide from and to bring into the light. Helvig is particularly lovable, a combination of ill-manners and a longing to be accepted that will make your heart ache. Gerda is lovely, just distant enough to make you wonder what it is that she's keeping to herself, and it's obvious why they feel drawn to one another. Gibson expands a little on the feeling of loneliness particular to girls who are without female companionship of any kind, and she does a fantastic job of making you understand why Helvig and Gerda become so quickly attached without cheapening the depth of their relationship whatsoever.
I was worried that because this story is on the short side, clocking in at only around 200 pages, there would perhaps be a dearth of character development, or the plot might suffer. Miraculously, Gibson achieves what few are able, and despite the brief length, Gerda and Helvig (as well as the side characters) all emerge as three-dimensional, rounded-out people. I also liked that Gibson does pause the action of Gerda's mission for a little, allowing us time to fall in love with our protagonists, but it resumes without us ever getting to the point of boredom.
It's truly the relationship between Gerda and Helvig that creates the centerpiece of this story. It's so beautifully written, with such real, deep feeling, that by the end of the tale, I found myself close to tears. This doesn't happen all that often, and I typically read books that are on the more emotional, darker side of things, so I suppose the reaction it got from me says something! The familial relationships are also expertly done, and speaking with frankness, there's really nothing about this gorgeous tale that I would change.
Highly recommended, especially for those of you who love fairytales and will appreciate the little details that Gibson includes to reference the original!
Monday, June 6, 2022
It's 1944, and as the war rages on, Mia Kramer is fleeing her dark past. Ending up in Washington, with good recommendations to her name, she ends up working in the White House as a Russian interpreter and accountant for the Lend-Lease Program. On the other side of the world, Alexia Vasilievna Mazarova is fighting through her religious past, trying to decide if she should take the leap and join the army -- or if killing will damn her forever. By chance, Mia and Alexia meet, and there's an instant connection between them... but how can their two disparate worlds ever come together?






